First Edition features original works by Northern California Jewish writers. Appearing the first issue of each month, it includes a poem and an excerpt from a novel or short story.


For They Are Our Life

by mark taksa

Inside a shabby apartment, I sink to the floor

beside a bucket of plaster and stare

at the cracked wall as if it is the avenue

below the window. I can hear a train approach

like a desert wind getting louder by inches. 

Outside, on stilts high over the aroma of street food,

the train stops. Far away, I hear a clarinet,

then a violin, then a drum, then a song.

It is evening.  As I remember wandering among lovers

of that song, the wall crack opens

and wall paper separates into curtains.

I remember my grandfather

telling me about the Torah in an alcove

where celebration was secret.

I imagine following the Torah out to the train

where a man in a white robe sings.   

His eyes welcome me with a mother’s touch.

Holding the Torah, he praises a name

higher than his song. As he disappears into mothers

and fathers and brothers and sisters,

he stands in their stories that follow me back

and helps me to fill the crack — until no crack remains.

 

Foundation

 

by mark taksa

Over bread remembered from other countries,

the baker urged the blessing of the tailor

who wore the bowler of the hat maker

who dressed in the tailor’s suit. Heavy with brisket,

the jeweler lightened with the words of the butcher.

The butcher’s hand glistened with the jeweler’s blessing.

Into the hush after the blessing, the singer spoke her dream

of more voices wrapped  in the invisible ribbon

of the chorus. She invited travelers,

owning little more than a blessing,

to stay for food. A lawyer pledged his labor’s yield.

The shoe seller agreed. The miller concurred.

Years filled the town. The baker saw

her lost youth in children’s faces

and asked that the voices joined in the blessing

buy ground for the final mingling

of their bones. And the people merged

their good fortune into ground and stone …

Stone lives, if that is how we witness it.

People, remembering chants under high ceilings,

yearn to be cushioned in air thick with flesh and cloth and sweat

and perfume, yearn for shared walls to house a baby naming…

Thus, from scattered dreams in many houses,

comes a foundation yet to be born.

 

Mark Taksa lives in Albany. His poems have appeared in Big Muddy, Poem, Slant, River Styx, Hubbub, Greensboro Review, Poetry East, Green Mountains Review, Indiana Review, Cimarron Review, and other publications. “For They Are Our Life” appeared in Poetica magazine.

Works may be submitted to fiction editor Ilana DeBare at [email protected] or poetry editor Joan Gelfand at [email protected]. Fiction excerpts may run up to 2,500 words, but only 800 words will appear in the print edition, with the rest appearing online. All prose and poetry published to date can be viewed at jweeklylit.wordpress.com.

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